randomness

I have a strong urge to write something. Anything. Though I have nothing sensible to say, I just want to scribble things from my mind. Otherwise, I fear, the thoughts may get entangled. No, not that they are so many, but I think half the mind is blocked and unavailable. The thoughts are random. And [...]

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lost

i am not feeling good. sick and low and busy and bored. all at once.
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what can you say to make me feel better?

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untitled

You know what I do when I am angry, upset, disappointed, furious, pained, all at once?
I stay quiet. Silence on the surface, but a storm within.
I cry to myself. Silently again.
I listen, even though I don’t understand.
But I try. I really do.
Because I love you. I really do.

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those uninvited memories

Part I:
Two years ago someone had written these lines.
 
The one who lives, ceases to matter.
The one who matters, ceases to live..
 
I am reminded of them today. For no reason known.
At least, not yet.
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Part II:

You want to blurt it out. You want to scream. You want him to know. You want to tell all you know. [...]

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the nice in now

Its nice to be sitting in the office on a Thursday morning hearing folks around haphazardly hitting the keys on their keyboards. Its nice to hear colleagues speak on the phone in languages that you do not follow. Its fun to see some thousands of lines of code and wondering which loop ends where. Its [...]

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